memang tak di sangka. biar aku lakar kan benda ni supaya menjadi sejarah dalam hidup. kenapa?? kejadian yang sama pernah di alami oleh sobrie masa dia berumur 1 tahun , iaitu pada tahun 1998. dah 12 tahun benda ni berlaku.
dan ianya berulang sekali lagi ..malam tadi.
Saufie demam. so inah bawak pergi Pusat Rawatan Mutiara Bukit Rahman Putra. so janji jumpa aku kat Satay Sri Subang dalam pukul 8.30.
masa tu saufie dah panas betul. Aku peluk dia sepanjang makan tu. then diaroang balik dulu sebab aku kena tunggu Sidqie kelas tambahan habis pukul 10.
Inah call cakap jalan banjir, cuma 4wd , kereta yang tinggi dan lori je yang boleh lalu. masa tu dalam pukul 9 malam. aku kata ok la kot, nanti pukul 10 lebih mungkin dah surut. then diqie keluar dalam pukul 10.10. teruskan perjalanan. sampai kundang, air makin naik.
aku pusing dan guna alternative road dan sampai rumah pukul 11.00 malam.
minum nescafe o ais yang aku dah suruh inah buat tadi.
tetiba dalam 11.30 inah dah menjerit kat atas.
dia bawak turun saufie.
mata saufie dah naik ke atas, muka dah biru, tangan dah menggenggam ..sudah..
keras dah budak ni ..sama macam sobrie dulu
dia langsung tak respon kepada apa aapa
aku dah menjerit. inah pun sama . panggil zura dan saipul.
sampai kat depan diaroang datang. aku terus cakap kunci lancer dan bawak inah dan saufie. diqie pun sekali.
rumah di tinggalkan camtu je . zura yang tolong tutup.
masa tu hujan renyai. Hospital paling dekat ialah sg buloh. aku call hr. Sajidah cakap pergi je mana mana yang terdekat.
aku panik . saufie masih tak respon.
sempat jugak la baca ayat kursi dalam tu. tetiba je, saufie macam tersedak dan dia respon. alhamdullilah.....tapi badan dia lembik.
aku terus ke sg buluh. sampai hospital ,unit emergency. dia masukkan anak aku ke unit separa kritikal.
seriously, Hospital sg buloh ni in one of the best kat malaysia. better than swasta.
service diaroang mantap. computerize all the way.
aku ucapkan tahniah untuk semua kakitangan yang bertugas dari Unit Kecemasan hingga Doktor dan semua nurse yang terlibat dari pukul 12.30 malam ,30 March 2010 hingga 12.30 tgh di Wad 8C unit kanak kanak tu.
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sambungan
Doktor kata next time kalau kena baringkan baby mengiring dengan kepala sama level dengan badan supaya darah boleh naik ke kepala.
2. Jangan cuba menampar, mengoncang atau mengurut badannya
3. Jangan sesekali masukkan sebarang benda ke dalam mulutnya
4. Sawan ni maximum 10 minit. Anything more than that is serious.
5. Catatkan masa kejadian
6. Dan yg paling penting ialah bertenang. Ye la tu. Anak dah biru biru nak bertenang camner :)
So itulah kawan kawan
sampai rumah hari ni jam 9.00 malam. keluar tadi pukul 7 pagi.. berapa jam tu :D
sampai rumah ..makan.. pastu kat HBO ada Notting Hill....
sampai pukul 11.00 . best siut. hari tu dah tengok dah..
ni masih tengok.. Julia Roberts tu..dari zaman pretty woman tu..
lena di ulit intan
Dapat dalam SDARA link. yeah.. I'm a Sdarian.
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2. Plan to spend whatever you have saved. You deserve to enjoy it and the few healthy years you have left. Travel if you can afford it. Don't leave anything for your children or loved ones to quarrel about . By leaving anything, you may even cause more trouble when you are gone.
3. Live in the here and now, not in the yesterdays and tomorrows. It is only today that you can handle. Yesterday is gone,tomorrow may not even happen.
4. Enjoy your grandchildren ( if you are blessed with any ) but don't be their full time baby sitter. You have no moral obligation to take care of them.! Don't have any guilt about refusing to baby sit anyone's kids, including your own grand kids. Your parental obligation is to your children. After you have raised them into responsible adults, your duties of child-rearing and babysitting are finished. Let your children raise their own off-springs.
5. Accept physical weakness, sickness and other physical pains.
It is a part of the aging process. Enjoy whatever your health can allow.
6. Enjoy what you are and what you have right now. Stop working hard for what you do not have. If you do not have them, it's probably too late.
7. Just enjoy your life with your spouse, children, grandchildren and friends!
People, who truly love you, love you for yourself, not for what you have.
Anyone who loves you for what you have will just give you misery.
8. Forgive and accept forgiveness. Forgive yourself and others.
Enjoy peace of mind and peace of soul.
9. Befriend death. It's a natural part of the life cycle.
Don't be afraid of it. Death is the beginning of a new and better life. So, prepare yourself not for death but for a new life with the Almighty.
10. Be at peace with your Creator. For... He is all you have after you leave this life.
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At age 12 success is . . . having friends.
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At age 20 success is . . . having sex.
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hari ni aku sampai office awal. sebelum 8.30. siapkan report. pastu 9.15 jumpa boss.
then aku pening kepala sangat. memang la , malam semalam mana tidur sgt, bangun pukul 4 dan tidur balik pkul 5. then bangun balik pukul 6.30.
so, ada meeting lagi petang ni.. then aku balik rumah,
makan ponstan...
sekarang ni agak lega..tapi masih tak dapat tidur lagi...
malam tadi aku bermimpi buruk . biasanya kalau mimpi tu memang jadi kenyataan.
so aku tunggu punya tunggu apa yang berlaku.
wajah yang muncul dalam mimpi semua nya ok je, walaupun dalam mimpi tu aku bergaduh dengan orang tu
ermmmm
last last ..jadi..
"en xxxxx, boleh makan kat luar tak ?"
kenapa erk?? sedangkan aku salah seorang jemputan dalam meeting tu??
tak layak ke aku duduk dalam tu??
hati aku betul betul terguris..luka
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malam tadi sampai rumah pukul 1.
pagi ni sampai office pukul 7.30 am.
muka anak aku pun tak sempat nak tengok.
tak pe... nanti cuti sekolah ..kita enjoy....
strawberry park...tunggu kedatangan kami :D
hari ni memang penat.. keluar rumah jam 7.00 am , sampai office jam 8.45 . meeting dari 9.00- sampai 1.00 .
then meeting lagi pukul 3.15-4.00 kat bangi
then meeting lagi kat Bukit Jalil dari 5.00 sampai 6
pastu meeting lagi 6 - 8.20 pm
sampai rumah 9.30 .
penat nak mampus.. tapi belum mampus lagi ..
selagi belum tutup mata..kerja kerja kerja...:D
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